You are the air I breathe You are the air I breathe Still you move
inside of me You are the song I sing With every breath I breathe With
every song I sing I want to shout it out Lord if you are listening To
every word you speak I’ll go where you will lead to love the least
of these My greatest offering -Spirit Speaks, by Know Hope Collective
Often times different people act differently in different situations.
In English classes, we are told to find unifying themes in the
different literature we read when the different plots and story lines
can be so drastically different from each other. love, good v evil,
hypocrisy, corruption, historical memoir, social dystopia,
environmental issues, animal cruelty, gender/class clash etc. These
themes are reflected within us. I find that by being human, I have a
lot of contradicting qualities within me that makes me act different
in different situations with different people. It is hard to reconcile
all the contradicting parts of my self, just like how it’s hard to
sometimes make sense, to unite different voices when it is evident
everyone holds different perspectives in the world. Perhaps this is
one of the reasons why it is so hard to find common ground among
different people—because people themselves have a hard time making
sense of themselves. No one can just represent one thing. Everyone has
different aspects and sides to them, whether they are deemed
“good” or “bad”. What if some things just can’t be
reconciled? You’re not always a good person, and you’re not always
a bad person. Hypocrisy comes in when you try to be both. I have
always struggled internally of trying to find myself, to identify
myself as what type of person. In a certain part of my life, I am a
quiet and shy, trying not to cause any trouble to anyone. In another
part of my life, I am outspoken and angry, hurting and trampling on
other people. How do I reconcile these contradictory parts of me? Who
is me? Sometimes I pray In life yearning endlessly for a passion that
I can hold that I can taste for a change to blur Reaching in a daze